this isn't a good sign | obsessionality

It's been a rollercoaster year, culminating this morning when Mum was diagnosed with breast cancer

obsessionality Jun 03, 2014 19:45

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just when you think things can't get worse...

obsessionality Feb 24, 2014 17:51

yes, so more shit has gone down.

Today was a good day. I skipped the morning lecture because it was irrelevant to me. I had an IP law tutorial for which the reading was 300 pages long. I'D DONE IT, okay. I read all fucking 300 pages of it. So I was on fire in my tutorial. I knew everything and I walked out feeling good about myself. I found a ( Read more... )

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it's a miracle how my parents can make me lose my cool in a matter of seconds.

obsessionality Feb 16, 2014 23:38

it's like a special talent of theirs ( Read more... )

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tsot feelings

obsessionality Jan 06, 2014 13:58

tsot feels under the cut - spoilers for S03E02

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I, uh.

obsessionality Jan 06, 2014 03:08

I'm not doing very well ( Read more... )

sherlock season3, i think i broke my brain, this isn't a good sign, exaustion, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangst, luck wishing necessary, feeling old, emotional instability, crack, spoilers, fucking fuckity fuckery

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obsessionality Nov 30, 2013 00:36

So, more stuff's been going down. I don't. I can't handle my life anymore. I don't know what to do with myself.

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so today was actually a really decent day until I called my mum

obsessionality Nov 23, 2013 02:10

this always fucking happens. its like the universe doesn't want me to be happy. i don't fucking understand it ( Read more... )

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i can feel it

obsessionality Nov 22, 2013 10:15

I'm reaching critical melt down point.

Fuck.

I don't have time for this.

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Some shitty stuff's been happening

obsessionality Oct 29, 2013 13:05

My mum went for a mammogram two weeks ago. She just got the report. They've said that her BIRADS score is 3. This means that whatever they've found, some white spotting, is 'Probably Benign'. The criteria for this classification is: "Findings that have a high probability of being benign (>98%); six-month short interval follow-up". Naturally we're ( Read more... )

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Today was supposed to be a day for good news.

obsessionality Oct 03, 2013 19:43

Good things are happening to me. I'm excited, and I'm happy, and bad stuff is looming in the background but I've actually got something I'm looking forward to ( Read more... )

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